!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
So, am I a little peeved right now? You bet your ass I'm just slightly peeved right now. Been wondering where he's been all day, because it's Sunday and his weekend to work and he never came home right after work. Or call. He usually does one or the other. If he's going out, he usually calls, or he comes straight ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
So I don't know what's going on, but he isn't home yet and I am beginning to really worry. It is his weekend to work, of course. Which means he gets up at about six in the morning, and comes home at about one or two in the afternoon. Well, it's now way past three in the afternoon and I've not heard a single thing - ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
I think we are beginning to slip again, Kris and me. For a while after the truth came out, it was a bit rocky. Then it started to level off. Now, it's like we are back into the same old routine - and it feels like we're losing grip on our relationship. It's back to him being crabby, me now being unhappy because I'm ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
This sick feeling has not left my stomach since we "worked" things out. At least, I believe that is what we are doing - because if not - then he is just using me. But, after everything he has said - I am almost certain that we are working things out. Or have worked things out. But I still had that sick feeling in my ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
I have not seen him look at me in that way in a very long time. I have not heard him speak to me in that way in a very long time. At first I was not sure what to make of it. I was lying in bed, supposed to be going to sleep, and he came back upstairs - I guess to check on me. I couldn't sleep, I was still crying. ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!

It took me forever to get it out of him, but, I finally did, and I don't know whether or not I regret getting it out of him or not. But the truth is out, and there is no looking back: he doesn't love me. He told me that he hasn't loved me for some time, and has no idea why he took me back in February. He has no idea ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
I've been bawling my eyes out for the past two and a half hours. My eyes are swollen, red, blood shot, and puffy. I can barely see through the tears as they continue to stream down my face, but if I don't get this out, I know I am going to do something that I regret.

Three years, we have been together, on and off, ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!
I wrote him a letter, but he never did end up reading it. I always try to leave letters for him, in places where he can find them. It seems as though he had not seen the letter that I left him by his glasses this morning though. It made me sad, because I was hoping he would have seen it, and hoping that he would ( Read more... )

!! Dear Whomever Gives A Damn !!

I know that I just seemed fine with the fact that Kris had said "okay" and "mhmm" when I had asked him to marry me. At first, I had shown that I was upset, because I was upset. I didn't expect him to say "okay" or "mhmm" as if it meant nothing to him. Then I started to feel okay about it, I was still sad, but ( Read more... )